Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Dalam Kebanyakan Kecewa

Last week,

I was in rush for many things. Telah berlaku beberapa siri kejadian yang memerlukan titik focus ditumpukan sepenuhnya. Ada kes pelajar yang memerlukan rawatan dan perhatian sementara keluarga beliau datang mengambilnya untuk dibawa pulang untuk rawatan yang lebih bagus. The case ended up with so many lesson that i have learned. Thank you Allah for choosing me to do good deed and make me sabr along the process.

In the mean time, I received an email. The important one and not a good one for now though it may be a good one for the future. Gulp! Rasa kelabu pemandangan kiri dan kanan, seperti mahu menjerit dan teriak ke satu alam untuk mengkasi tahu bahawa berita buruk tersebut adalah sesuatu yang sangat tidak diingini pada ketika itu.

"We have declined the application of your................"

Allahuakbar.

Never thought of it. Erm. I have to struggle more and again to get a new one. To get a placement in a better university that can fit me. Erm. Nangis lapan baldi T___________________T.

Time is indeed running out. To the Owner of time, i pray day and night for the smooth journey of my PhD. I know its not going to be a smooth one but i hope i make it at the end of the day.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.