Dream

I dream lots of wonderful things

• Dream wedding in 3 different location (Though its membazir gila, no one want to be miskin in dreaming)
• Dream car that I drive by my own, a good plat number !
• Dream house. I have a very big 'nafsu' and taste of having my own house. I used to draw it since I was kids. Draw me house !
• Dream wardrobe/closet. I always dream to have a huge wardrobe to store all my cloths, shoes, handbags, tudung, accessories. As huge as cloths factory ! haha
• I can shop without thinking balance of money that I have and money is no more issues in my life.
• I have no debts. No one chase me for debts. 

More...More...More...

I'm not wasting my time for dreaming it.
It was just dreams that will fade after I wake up.
It's good to have dream.
Though you may be impossible to achieve it,
To dream it, cost you nothing !

I want a life that I love

Soon, everything will change.
No more busy of assignments.
No more laugh with friends till late at night.
No more nervous situation in dealing with bundle of datelines.
No more hanging around in pasar malam that I love.
Lot's of things will go away. Left behind and fade forever (maybe).

I love it here.
I love them now and forever.
I used to hear them laugh besides me and I know it will over !

That will bring tears.
I want a life that I love.
Allah grant me chances just for me to have
a wonderful life with all of them.
Friends that I love. 

In return, I hope they feel the same way too.

Pillow Case

you ; My new hobby, make a cute pillow case.

me : * drooling eyes *

me : I want something in pink and blue, match together. May be a small and cute pillow wit a crown illustration on it "

you : I don't make pillow. I make pillow case.

me : Pillow case is what I meant.

you :  Ok, I'll try.

me : Cool ! . Why there's no 'hahaha' in your sms? Stress eh?

you : Tak lah... hahaha

 This is from google !

I wonder how it looks like. I hope he draw a queen crown, not a king crown. Doesn't matter. King also can. Damn, I love it ! He is so damn suwittt sometimes but so damn jerk in some other time.

excuse me, HE ?

yes. HE. 

:D

A call

I put my ego in a very first place of the way I think of him.
I have to.
Though I know I supposed not to.
But who cares.
He don't even cares.

Sometimes, I keep telling my self to admit
that Marilyn Monroe was right when she said:

If you can't handle my at my worse,
You don't deserved me at best.

That is true.

This evening I received a call from you
but with all strength that I have
I refused to answer.
I won.

I think I won.
haha

#faizliana

From Online to Offline

This is not a beginning.
This is just a transferring.
From a previous me to a future that I wanna be.
I love my past.
But I'm in love with my future.

From online to offline.
That is me !